Pascale's Wager

Everyone makes choices based on assessments of risk and reward. I accept that every choice I make is essentially a gamble with my life. How do we learn to make good decisions?

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Ariel has FIP

It's quite certain now.

FIP is pretty much invariably fatal. Perhaps Ariel can be a miracle kitty and survive, but I must expect that she will not.

Now I have to decide how long she will live and how she will die.

She has the "wet" version of the disease, which tends to progress quite quickly. At the moment she doesn't seem to be unhappy or uncomfortable, although she's not eating much and is sleeping a lot. I don't want her to suffer, and so it seems it would be better for her end to come earlier rather than too much later. I have no idea how to make that decision, but I don't want my fear and anxiety to cause her pain that could and should be avoided.

Friendship Hospital gave me the numbers of a couple of vets who make house calls, and who might be able to provide the good death here at home. I think we would both prefer that.

My heart is breaking for the little girl who is so sweet and good.

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11 Comments:

Anonymous beth said...

I'm so sorry, Pascale.

5:17 PM  
Anonymous Mad William Flint said...

:`-(

no fair

5:27 PM  
Blogger Shelley said...

Pascale, I am so very, very sorry. y

8:44 PM  
Blogger fog said...

oh...i'm so sad.

10:01 PM  
Blogger butuki said...

I'm sorry, Pascale.

11:38 PM  
Blogger Carmen said...

Oh no! I'm sorry.

11:46 PM  
Anonymous Valerie said...

I wish you have soon consolation.
You have a beautiful name

11:52 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I know the feeling, Pascale. Sorry for poor Ariel and you.

Dave Rogers

8:08 AM  
Blogger JR said...

Je pense à toi, Pascale, courage!

5:01 PM  
Blogger AKMA said...

Your friends are set around you for you to call on. Don’t hesitate for a moment to rely on them, any more than you would want them to hold back from trusting you, calling on you, when they need you.

5:11 PM  
Blogger Lori Witzel said...

Choked up and teary with/for you.

But I can share that we did an at-home call for both our elderly lady cats, and it was the best we could have done for them. The vet, and her vet tech, were achingly kind. Helped me as much as our cats through this. I wish you the same kindnesses.

7:33 PM  

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