Or What

I'm so confused.

Yesterday I was entirely clear on this. Now, not so much.

It seems to me that he stayed to see me finish second tonight. I thought he was just waiting for his roommate to finish up, but the roommate busted out, and left, and he stayed. It seems to me that he was glad to give me another hug, which I freely admit I actively solicited. He checked to see if I would be playing again tomorrow night and did I want him to save me a seat.

Yes and yes.

I think I liked it better when I wasn't confused. Clarity is a brilliant thing. I don't need to be back on the hook over this, really I don't. I don't want to deal with ambivalence, his or mine.

Raise or fold, baby.