The Package
So I got him a present. Generosity begets generosity. I ordered Gus Hansen's Every Hand Revealed from Amazon.
I tracked the package. Fedex showed it as delivered on Monday. But he didn't say anything about it at Tuesday's game. Hmm. Odd. (We did play two tough heads-up minitourneys together. It was lots of fun, but I could barely muster my "C" game because I'm so gaga. Pathetic.)
On Wednesday, I sent a chatty email suggesting he keep an eye out for an incoming package. He said something about not having been home yet, but he'd look for it. A few hours later I got a text message announcing that he'd gotten it and telling me I rocked.
My paranoid brain immediately deduced that he hadn't been home either Monday or Tuesday night.
Or, you know, Fedex lied.
One or the other.
In the meantime I get another email enthusing about the book. And he's decided to play the WSOP series, so that's yet another night in his company every month. He's occasionally using a rather cute nickname for me that he invented).
I proposed we eat and talk before tonight's inaugural WSOP series game. He demurred, "I'd love to but...[insert list of things to do]." Sigh.
There will be tears.
Labels: poker, social life
2 Comments:
Oh, dear, I wish I could protect you from all this. Which is silly, since I've never been able to protect myself from it, and I can't imagine that any such attempt would turn out well. But -- there it is. xoxo
I don't want to be protected from this. I want to be fully saturated, as I suspect there is no way to "get over" it other than going through it.
I am ready for all of it. I am not afraid of pain.
I retain a morsel of hope that there may also be some joy to be had. Giving him the present, for example, gave me great pleasure.
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